my public diary

feb. 12, 2025

what a month it has been!! (i say this in the worst and most suffering-filled way possible.) as of writing, i'll be going on break from school in a few days. thank fuck. i'm so tired. i've been feeling a lot worse lately. i think i've also been more hateful lately, but i think it's justified. i hate everyone in two of my classes and i can't wait to graduate and leave forever and never have to see these people again.

the minecraft/discord server i was a part of also imploded, which makes me pretty sad. but a good thing is that some of the people made a new server i'm now part of where we can start again and do better. thanks to a friend on the server, i've gotten into the roblox game dandy's world. i'm a bit embarrassed to admit it though, since in terms of maturity, it's so different from limbus company. also since it's a mascot horror game and the description of it actively calls it that. i just like the dog. i know it's not bad to like immature things, but i can't help but force myself to think about something else when i accidentally remember it exists while i'm in public. i know mind readers aren't real and all, but it's always been something i've been worried about. thinking bad thoughts, not mind readers. well. actually i think i'm still anxious about it even though it's pretty irrational.

i'm thinking of doing something fun over the break. maybe play more games with my friends. since my extracurricular art class is also going on break, i'll be able to rest lots. i hope nothing bad happens before the week ends.

barber outis again. who would've thunk it?
























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